Am I?

I wrote this to raise self awareness that just because you know about depression and think you can judge your own state of mind. Sometimes you just have to ask. Am I?

I am not depressed because I know the definition of depression. 

I am not depressed because that happens to other people.

Sometimes.

I wish I was.

I am not depressed because that is too easy.

I am not depressed because I can be happy.

Sometimes.

So happy. 

I am not depressed because I am ashamed.

I am not...Depressed...

Am I?