Hurt

After 3 months, things finally snapped.
You had things on your mind,
not letting anyone in,not letting it out.
Releasing your rage on me.

All these emotions, racing through my mind.
Not knowing what is best for me
in order to not get hurt by you anymore.
Crying for days and nights trying to figure out
some solution to make it all better, to make it go away.

Finding out there is nothing just between you and I.
That it is really between three people.
It hurts so much that you tell that one person,
the person who doesn't like me at all, everything.

How is that trust?
How am I able to believe that I can trust you anymore?
Was I ever able to trust you, or was it all a lie?
Why was I stupid enough to think I could trust a guy again?

Feeling like I was lied to this whole time.
I loved you so much, trying to always make you happy.
When you were down, helping you come back.
Trusting you, believing in you this whole time.

Was I ever able to trust you with all the things I said?
Telling you to keep it to yourself, then finding out
that same person would found out these things.
Saying that you were sorry for telling her,
and me being stupid enough to believe you really were.

Maybe it was because I loved you.
Thinking that I could trust with my heart.
In return you rip it apart, piece by piece
into a million pieces.

My conscience telling me that I might still love you,
even after everything that you have done.
My heart will always have that special place for you.
I just don't know if I can go back to you.
Only fate will make the right decision for me.

Reviews

[watch_the_world]

Aww Mary that was beautiful. I'm starting to tear up... I too know this feeling all too well. I'm sorry he was such a jerk to u. U deserve much better than him biffle, I love you and will help you through this. I promise you