Wanting to Help, but Can't

Thinking some things could never be possible in life,

just being fictional in movies and books.

Finally come into your life when you least expect it.

Not knowing what to do or say when things start

going wrong while knowing them.

 

As you try to help when there is no possible way that you can.

If you do there is a way to get hurt very badly.

Feeling like your trapped inside of a box when all you

want to do is go out there, not just hide in the shadows.

 

Being held back by the person that loves you.

Wanting no harm to get in your way, wanting you to be safe.

Feeling like your useless because you can't help.

Crying yourself to sleep wanting to help make things right.

 

Being scared for the person who loves you.

Not knowing if your true love is safe and not in harm

is the worst feeling anyone can have.

Worrying and going crazy, emotions rushing through your mind.

 

Not knowing if everything will turn out ok or not.

Makes you want to blow up inside with all these feelings of doubt,

confusion, and sadness. When being protected by the person who loves you,

making you feel cared for, knowing that he truely loves you, but also

wanting to help that person but can't in any way is hard.

 

In the end things will turn out how they are meant to be.

Even if it means having to go through all this.

Hoping that no one I care about will get hurt.

 

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[watch_the_world]

This is so sad. Totally relate though. :(