Fandoms

I am a person who has never finished a fandom.
I've never finished Doctor Who
I've never read an entire manga series.
I have yet to see all of LoTR or Star Wars
I'm nowhere close to be updated on anything.

Yet my fandoms are what bring me solace.
They give me strength to be a better person.
To act less like Smeagol and more like R2-D2.
To live life for the sake of seeing everything like The Doctor.
To embrace my inner Troll.

I don't know why I can't seem to finish anything.
I want to see Frodo dispose of The Ring.
I want to have to wait for a Homestuck Update.
I want to see the Time War.

I guess I never finish anything because I'm scared of them having an ending.
Of them finishing and that part of my life ending.
Of having to leave the Shire and Alternia.
Of hearing the TARDIS leave without me.
I don't want to have to leave everything that has made me,

Me.