Good bye

one last note...

Hey,

Maybe this will be the last time you´ll hear from me

Because I´ve lost all hope and now Death is all I see.

I know you think I´m just dramatic but I really see no other choice,

You know…  I´m just way too emotional and weak… not like the other boys.

Sorry…Life simply wasn´t made for me I guess,

Because my life was nothing… nothing but a mess

Bullied as a kid,, rejected by the family

Sadness, Hatred, Pain �" everything but Joy´s in me

I´m sorry that I´m getting all emotional … I just haven´t slept for days…

I´m so fucked up, I´m so done… You should see my face!

You Should. But you probably won´t cause I´m going.

At first I didn´t want you knowing

But you have to…that´s what I owe you

You probably hate me right now, don´t lie I know you

You probably think I am a coward, and you´re not wrong

I´m not like you , I´m not made for life, I´m weak ´n not strong

My thoughts drive me crazy, I have to end it now

So well I don´t know… I´m sorry… and ciao…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

don´t worry I won´t acutally do it...

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