Our Story Doesn't Have A Happy Ending

I lost track long ago
I don't know how many times I told you I was done
And we both knew I never meant it
It was my silent way of begging you to try harder, to fight for me
To mean it when said you weren't hurting me again
I held onto the boy who cried for me
I loved that boy
And the way his body would curl around mine when we slept
His voice soft and intense, paired with that look that told me he wanted me
It tightened my heart and set my skin on fire
But he's not here anymore
You convinced him he never existed
And when the last shadow of you was gone, the way you loved me went too
I give up
I want to hate you
But all I feel is pain for what Iost
Just pain.

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[Neo]

"And when the last shadow of you was gone, the way you loved me went too"
Beautiful. Thanks for sharing.