Anaerobic ( without air)

Without air ,without the sky ,the trees the lies
Without air submerged in the water like a baptismal rain
Without a soul because it was drained
Without a smile because you have suffocated me for a while
Without a goal because I can no longer feel whole
Without love because I gave it all and more
Without lust because all this left us
Without you because I am strong and I just hadn't realized it all along