Are We Getting Past This

10/02/2012 Title image by Gloredel (http://gloredel.deviantart.com/)

Every night I die,

Again and again in your head.

Is this what you want?

Are you wishing me dead?

I know that I hurt you.

I know you’re still mad.

But wishing me dead,

Is it really that bad?

Can’t we just talk?

Can’t we figure this out?

Do you not trust me?

Are you that filled with doubt?

I’m sorry it happened

I needed the space

I needed to know

If I saw only your face

I needed to know

I loved only you

I messed up to learn it

But I promise I do

Just let me explain

Just hear me out

I love you, silly boy

You need never doubt

You need not be jealous

You’re perfect to me

I thought I was trapped here

But you set me free

You’d never hurt me

Like that bad man did

You’d never bruise me

Or leave scars to be hid

You are afraid

That I’ll run away

And I might have

But that’s not me today

I’ve changed for the better

And someday you’ll see

Silly boy, I love you

And you belong with me