Just Can't Hold It In

The words need to be freed.

I don't know how to start but I just need to write.

Free the screaming voice within, let go of my fears.

 

I'm tired of sitting here in the dark, alone, given no chance to smile.

Night time used to be my companion, rather it is the enforcer of my pain within.

 

I can feel an invisible rain fall upon me in this late hour.

My heart no longer able to soar as the despair sets in.

 

I thought I would be okay.

It just doesn't seem possible as grief takes over.

Time was supposed to heal the wounds.

Fill the empty hole left inside. 

 

Thought it would help me cope during this trial.

An unwanted separation of two hearts.

But I have no faith in that.

Can't help but no longer believe that.

 

Why? So many questions I have.

I just can't stand the night anymore.

My haven has faded.

I no longer trust the nocturnal promise.

Author's Note

Not designed to be structured, more like random thoughts.