The Neverending Drama

I run scared from my thoughts;
But I can't run from the ghosts that haunt;
I know they're in my head;
Skitzoaffective disorder wants me dead;
Broken soul I ruined all my friendships;
Forcing me down depressed more then craving hits;
I just wished I'd changed before;
So late I have no one anymore;
Combined with flashbacks of my trauma;
I don't think I can ever deal with this drama;

Reviews

[lightsong]

You can and You will! and it's NEVER too late my friend. don't think about time, the past, what You should have done and shouldn't have done, it DOESN'T matter at all now, break free from the past and the old You to bring a room to new changes. I again encourage You to seek help in some specialist group NOTHING is shameful about that, we are all here on earth i.e no one is perfect my friend we all have our flaws, I think mine is that my ego plays hard sometimes lol. please have more confidence and Smile, the best is yet to come~

[Jock Engelman]

I feel so glad that you support me more then family. I find it hard to stay away from meth but I'm glad for my fans who listen to me express my inner broken soul.

[lightsong]

I had a friend who has been addicted to meth since he was a boy, he was trying to quit it since months, he struggled and fell many times, but he never stop. Please, You too never stop.

[lightsong]

All the very very best 💗

[Jock Engelman]

I've managed to stay away from everything except beers and bongs. I'm proud. Hopefully my writers block will be over soon and I can get back to my poetry and hip hop rhymes.

Please stay tuned

[lightsong]

How wonderful is that! Yes You should be so proud of yourself... just keep this hip hop rhyme and never look back!