day 1

life , mixed emotions, mixed thoughts

It's exactly 2:05 am

I am wide awake on this hot humid night

life has gotten so deep , I never grabbed a shovel and dug my own hole

no one said it be this tough

not being an adult but doing like they requested

no kids , no drugs you know the ones that everyone tries just to fit in with the cool kids on block

home before the street lights came on

no alcohol , no bottles , no mix drinks to get a buzz

they say happiness should be your high

I ain't never been high

people say just make it rhyme and it'll sound right

but im tired of being right

getting the short end of the stick

being everyones fix

but where's mine

all the lose ends

I cant catch a grip

im sick!

sick of all this nagging me to do right

tired of trying to get lite

lite off of life