Feeling Of Being Lost

I just need to get out my emotions.

The Unspoken

You yell and scream at me

You berate me and treat me like I'm Scum

I'm trapped...I take your hits because I can't do anything

I try to minimize my feelings

I have to because if I dare speak them you know my weakness

You will use my weakness and make me feel helpless

So I mask my emotions and keep a stale face in hope one day I can't feel anything

I'm sorry I'm the broken daughter who can't be repaired

I'm sorry that I find solitude being alone

I apoligize because I need someone to forgive me because I can not forgive myself

I need to know someone accepts me because I can not accept myself

I need to know someone loves me because I can not love myself

Author's Note

Ignore grammar problems.....I was really upset and just needed to type this really quickly

Reviews

[Sir_Anonymous]

Well then all grammar aside you can definitely tell through your wording that you are very emotional and perhaps shaken by whichever event that has occurred my personal favorite lines are the ones with the repetition device

"I apologise because I need someone to forgive me because I can not forgive myself."

"I need to know someone accepts me because I can not accept myself."

"I need to know someone loves me because I can not love myself."

These spoke the most for me and made me want to reread it again and again.

Continue using whatever emotion whether it be negative or not as a source of inspiration in your writing and though the pain may stay but your writing can unite others who feel the same as you've claimed in one of my poems I had written.

We may not suffer the same event but we do share a similar heart ache.

Sincerely, Your Friend Sir_Anonymous