Visions

Everything is spinning

voices contorting

my heart is twisting.

My arms are twitching

my mind is racing

you try to hold me

and I pull away slowly.

It's like you're taking a hit

when I'm weak and alone.

Do YOU feel MY pain

you say it hurts to look me in the eyes.

Do you see my demons

like Imagine Dragons warned?

The intensity eats away at you

ripping up your soul

as you try to piece me back together.

The tears come out like black ink

writing words on walls for me.

I'm walking all over the words

like the glass cuts my feet

but the blood just pours back into me

giving life for nothing to the weariness.

But when you stare back

it gives me visions

from back so long before

and it hurts to think we've changed so much

and grown so far apart.

I don't want your pity

nor sorrow or a small smile

it does nothing anymore

to help ease the throbs.

But the visions each come stronger

burning my flesh with each move

and it kills me to say

that the visions are why I hate you.

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Author's Note

Sorry, had to make a reference there!