Time To Say GoodBye...

This is one of veey old words i penned on sheet..

when is the time to say good bye,
to all the
love i have known,

when is the time to end
your pain, n leave all me alone,
I have
watched you on your good days when i felt
your strength renewed, but shortly after
little ups, the down days then ensure..

We
ride this rollarcoaster of emotions as we
try,, to make it through another day and yet
i cant deny........

That as i look into your face
on dayz that hav een bad, i see a look that
beckon's me it'stired, and hurtd and
sad.....

The little spark i used to see, behind
those loving eyes, is growing evr clouded by
life's cruel inhumane side,
i try to see
beyond the pain you feel with evary step,
and softly whisper in myself that, this may
get better yet.

If i can bear to watch you,
just another day or two,, i justify my
reasons to ensure, i cling to you..
For letting
you go is harder for the person left behind,
it means that i'll let you go, i cannot turn
back time...

back to the days dey long for
now, wyou were full of life; and every day
held promise, for our future to be clear and
bright,...

But now the lights are
darkening...we take it daily now, i cannot
see our future clear,... henor think beyond
this cloud.I think the harrdest part in this,
is never knowing why, i have to be
courageous and have to say good bye...

For
it i let myself admit that itz the time to let
you go, i'd have to face the reality without
you.....but i know......
That soon i hve to face
the final outcome that i dreamed, and
holding on the will only, only serve to hurt
you in the end...

You hav given such unselfish
love for all our time in life, but if i hold too
tightly, won't let you towards the dark..
on
to a better life, where you can once again
be free, of all the pain and discomfort that
holds you hare too....

So if i find the courage
just to say this last farewell,, i hope you
will forgive me for the time it took
me...

still....
I'll hold with me,, the memories
tha in my heart remain..
pray one day,
Down
the road always,,
THAY WILL lesson me,, my
own pain