Maybe You Should Pay Attention...?

Or Maybe I should go to anger management classes. =)

They said I was crazy,

Basically-

Mentality was as Shady as Eminem was...

The second time he went platnium-

When he was reving chainsaws and getting charged with that damn gun!

I was having visions,

Paranoid like old ladies and superstitions,

My matrix was glitchin'-

Palms were itchin for blood glistenin'.

Questioning my mindstate-

Thoughts vetoed me off to turn the otherway.

Unstability, telling me to undo the systematic reality.

My inner demons battled me,

We clashed with words inside our inner worlds,

Just like what the pills did to me, my soul would twirl-

This way and that way,

Who would become victorious and who would be slayed?

Me number one, or the me that wanted murder to be done?

I was like every misunderstood motherfucka in the world that got picked on,

Nothing gave me the right to be special.

But contrary to my own conscience belief's-

I was unique,

I wanted those who tormented me to go into eternal sleep!

Seek justice with blades that cut so deep...

Deeper than you could understand-

Who are you to critique?

Maybe I am a creep...

Or just a mess-up made by society-

Of course I shouldn't blame them,

Maybe it's just my genetics and biology.

But no apologies,

Cause I was fucked up-

And all you did was back away-

I heard em say,

"Stay away from that asian kid, he ain't safe."

No one believed,

That I just wanted to be free of the demon seed that was implanted in me!

So what could I do but confide it?

If no one was gonna save me,

Why fight it?

Spread hurt into their ear,

Until they was sweating as much as their face was covered in tears.

I think you call it a self-fulfilling prophecy,

I call it a state of pain and emergency!

That was years back...

Calmed down from the mental attacks...

But I think it once again wants to unleash wrath...

So please don't piss me off,

Cause I don't really wanna go back to my old ways, you asshat.

There's no harming-

If you pay attention to the signs and warnings.

Author's Note

This was just made for fun. Nothing to worry about. <_<

Serious.

Reviews

[Collette]

Wow this was amazing...hook, line, and sinker. Seriously.
Lovin' the metaphors; you have an interesting way of explaining the world through your eyes.

I was having visions,
Paranoid like old ladies and superstitions,
My matrix was glitchin'-
Palms were itchin for blood glistenin'.
Questioning my mindstate-
Thoughts vetoed me off to turn the otherway.
Unstability, telling me to undo the systematic reality.

I had to come up for air after that! I am impressed with your flow. I could easily hear this being read to a silent crowd, or over a well-mixed beat. Your talent is obvious. I dig it.