My UN known plan

Even though I am so young there are so many things I regret. I regret the person I made myself become, because I thought I had to. Until I met him honestly I didn't care who I was or what I did, but then he made me care. He may just be my first love and nothing more but that's okay. We can't be together for reasons we can't control. Although I am hurt that I can't be with him for ever I am grateful to God for letting me meet him. If only I had met him before I became the person I did, but I think it was all part of the plan and I don't know what my future may hold. As long as God is leading me I'll be okay.