DEVASTATED

DEVASTATED

yes last night again I fell,that I am devastated again like hell.....I had curled myself up with the pillows..and I was thinking about the death Bell and willows.... somewhere again I am broken up into pieces.
everything ends up to be a mess,'coz I have messed up with all I had.
no my broken crayons yet don't color the same, they lost their shade while colouring to make a perfect portrait...
That every half person who fills up my life..has now broken me like glass pieces and so fine..I can't join them and now it pains like hell.I can hear the devil ringing the death Bell...
one more bad day.. once more I survived.
time was killing me Everytime it sought my eyes...
days and years are passing by...
somewhere I was killing myself inside
so ruthlessly that the cuts no more pain...
I have done so much in vain..
that now not even the teardrops fall like rain...
now I have just faked up a smile
made myself,that nothing's gonna be fine..
I have to cry,I have to dry
I have to fight,and I have to die
every day a little... like everyone dies