Chapter 1

Drowning? No. Falling? No. Dying? Yes. But how? Why? I should retrace my steps.

My name was… Adam Freeman… I think i was tall…I had blue eyes… Black hair that I think was long… Was I fat? No. I was pretty average. I was… 16, a sophomore in New Way High school. Was I popular? No. I had a couple friends, but they came and went. What where their names again? I cant remember. No wait. Craig … Austin…They were my best friends. I remember where it started now. 

I was going to school, on a tuesday… The school was about to open a new part of the building they had been building for months. Greg and I were siting in the front loan of the school looking at the new part of the building. 

“Wow it looks like something out of a sci-fi movie.”  Greg said. 

“Can you go one second without saying something nerdy.” I replied, but he was right. The building had windows all over it. Like one of those skyscrapers you see in New York, but it was triangle shaped, and flat at the bottom. 

“You’re the nerd.” He said. “ You watch that stupid Supernatural show.” 

We have been fighting all month. He used to be my best friend back in   grade, but then he got that stupid IPhone, and now he thinks he's the s**t. One day someone will put him in his place, I would but to tell you the truth he is probably stinger then me. 

“Whatever.” I said. The bell rang. “Oh snap! I forgot its 8!” I ran as fast as i could to my first period, history. I got to the door and swung it open everyone looked at me with this blank expression. I calmly walked to my seat and sat down. 

“Adam must you make a scene every time you walk into the class?” Mr.Jackson said. 

“Sorry” I replied to embarrassed to even move at point. I feel like I fell asleep. No i felt like i fell of space… Out of time… Floating…

“Are you ok?” My friend Craig said, he  was sitting to my right. I shouldn't call him a friend though, more like best friend, he's always been there for me. Not to mention the enormous crush I have on him.

“Yeah, just a little embarrassed.” I chuckle a little to make it seem like Im not freaking out, but I am. I hate being the center of attention, it makes me feel like I'm smaller then them, but Im not, I know Im not.

“Alright students lets not forget about that test today.” Mr.Jackson exclaimed. 

DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT! I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT STUPID TEST! F**K F**K F**K! WHAT DO I DO WHAT DO I- Theres something on my cheek… wet… Oh no… Im crying again…

“Ha ha look at Adam crying again!” Freddy said. He hates me, I didn't do anything to him. Everyone here hates me though. He just hates me the most. “I bet you he didn't study! Ha! Dumbass!” 

He’s right. About everything. I didn't study, I am a dumbass, maybe thats why no one likes me.

“Quiet Freddy!” yells Mr.Jackson “Thats enough out of you. Anymore and you’re going to fail the test.”

Mr.Jackson passed the test out. At one quick glance i can tell Im going to fail this. I dont know what to do… what if i wait it out? We could use notes that we took… He always lets us do that. 

Until then… What do I do… I could fantasize…Yeah, but what should I fantasize about? Damn it. Never mind, even if I do fantasize about my characters I have no idea what setting to put them in. The stories never have any structure anyways. I know! I flip though the test and see what questions I may know. I know at least 10 of the 20 questions, that will get me a 50 at least.

“30 minuets until the test if over, you can use your notes” The teacher says.

YES! This is my chance! I rip open my book bag and look for my notes. Oh no… I didn’t… Please… IT HAS TO BE HERE! No… There it is again… the wetness its back… I have to run… No i cant… I have to try… 

I answer all the question i can. It looks good… but Im sure i failed… 

“Times up” Mr.Jackson says. “Freddy please collect all the papers.” Oh no… He's going to see that I failed!  As he walked past my desk he gave me a exigent grin.

And yet he didn't say anything… He just… Grabbed my paper… Thank you…