Perfect picture boxA Poem by NotkatA poem about how it feels to love someone knowing things will never be how they were because of decisions made. Yet despite those decisions and knowing it won't work, still acting the same as before
You are not who you were
And I am not as accepting You can't understand the demons that run ramped in my mind And I can't make you stop and realize I am here for you Our hearts are ice We are too afraid of letting the spiderweb cracks spread We are too afraid to once again love each other But we built this place We found a haven And in this haven We are again what we once were You can write me pretty songs And I can tell you sad stories We could just stay here In this perfect picture box And we'll play pretend till our fingers are numb And our throats hurt from the lies we build Because perfection isn't attainable With who we are And what we do This is our life It is pain It is laughter It is hate It is our perfect picture box We can continue to let the truth crush us Or we can run to that place The place where the lies and the hurt Are compartmentalized into little blue and red boxes That we shove behind us And lean on to keep closed To keep the facade To keep us sane Facing those boxes is too much And opening them would kill this illusion And we could be happy If only just for those fleeting moments In that perfect picture box But our box is just paper So please don't cry Don't face the reality of all these lies Or our perfect picture box will tear We won't have a place to play pretend We won't have a place to escape what is really here We will have to face each other and know you broke this love I put up these walls You ran away I couldn't catch up You don't love me I don't know who you are Because outside of this perfect picture box There is no more blue house We will never grow old by the ocean I will never be in that dress You will never be in that tux We will never have that dance I will never be enough You will never tear down my walls We will see That we are two imperfections Trying too hard to be perfect for each other So please don't cry in our perfect picture box I can't lose our pretend perfection I can't lose the lie I tell myself you are I hope That you can't lose this illusion That you can't face the reality I hope that we can just live here In our perfect picture box © 2017 NotkatAuthor's Note
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Added on April 20, 2017 Last Updated on April 20, 2017 Tags: Heartbreak, love, reality, perfection, lies |