Will Someone Save Me

Will Someone Save Me

A Poem by Mary E. Green
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Always fight for yourself

"
Feeling the weight of past mistakes
The screams inside my head are deafening
These cries are not for help but instead some release
The need for something concrete
The anger I feel is out of control
So many triggers
I just want to scream screw it all to hell

Will someone save me
I'm a victim of my own damn choices
But why the hell did we have to fail
I don't want you back in a million years
I just want you to see inside of my head
The mess that you have made

I close my eyes and see you on top of me
Hands pinned above my head
While you go for the one thing you want
I'm not fighting it anymore
No longer do I have the courage 
To fight what you are doing to me
So the tears start to fall

Will someone save me
I'm a victim of my own damn choices
But why the hell did we have to fail
I don't want you back in a million years
I just want you to see inside of my head
The mess that you have made

To you I'm a liar and I'm a cheat
I'm not worth s**t
You want me back just so you can have control
I've finally admitted that I deserve more
Than to be your w***e
I can't take the abuse anymore

Will someone save me
I'm a victim of my own damn choices
But why the hell did we have to fail
I don't want you back in a million years
I just want you to see inside of my head
The mess that you have made

Why the hell did we have to fail
I don't want you back in a million years
I just want you to see inside of my head
The mess that you have made

© 2016 Mary E. Green


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Powerful. Intense. Deep. I've missed your writing. This is extremely good.

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Added on September 1, 2014
Last Updated on July 26, 2016
Tags: abuse, relationships, emotional abuse, verbal abuse, love, breakups, divorce, anger, pain

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Mary E. Green
Mary E. Green

Temple, GA



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