I Can't Think of a Title

Love your neighbor as yourself. I hate myself.

To you the one I am

Unable to understand at all

I am sorry that you like me

As much as you say you do

Not that I hate you, no

Two things that never change

I will always be this terrible

Child that you know

You see, this mess that I

Labeled as my own life

Spirals in all directions

Imaginary and unknown

So if you can keep up

Just take another look

At this homely creature

Holding your hand right now

Lank limbs, thin frown

Split ends, vile face

Despicably plain

Dark folds below my eyes

Ugly, stupid

Moron, monster

Worthless, garbage

Heard all those names

Kiss me and this toad will still be the same

Why do you love me?

Love me

Love me anyway?

Not a third or half, but every part about me

Somebody kill me

Kill me

Take my life away

What could possibly be holding you back?

Me out of seven billion

It's not fair you're stuck with

How come you have not

Changed your mind already?

What are the odds that

Someone like you has

A heart beating for this

Awful lopsided one?

Awkward, anxious

Bitter, selfish

Lonely, liar

I don't want to hurt you

Feeble, prideful

Boring, gloomy

Melancholic

And worst of all

A self hatred that only complains all the time

How could you love me?

Love me

Love me anyway?

With a warmth that I can never give back

You're free to kill me

Kill me

Take my life away

Yet you could never think of such thoughts

Even so

Can you still love me?

Love me

Love me anyway?

More than I could even loath myself

Please go and kill me

Kill me

Take my life away

But I would hate to see you cry about it

Just stop this

Stop this

Giving your heart away

Setting yourself up for disappointment

“Shut up”

“Shut up”

“Don't say those words again”

“How dare you talk about my love like that”

You know in a year or so

If I ever choose to disappear

You will forget about me

Easier than you think

But when that time comes

And now until that day

As long as you stay too

Please never let me go

Author's Note

Any way I can change the wording? It sounds a little awkward to me...