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A Poem by Czarina
"

Ignorance is bliss, but what good is bliss?

"

And that girl trying everything

To restore peace with her friends

Is on the verge of tears

Yet forces herself to smile


And that boy fishing for change

Out of his linty pockets

All he could find was a rubber band

Plus a decoy penny laughing back


And that girl still tucked in bed

Wasting her youth and life away

Motivation just will not seem

To rear its ugly head anymore


Gathering up these heart toils of yours

Dumping them into the incinerator

There is no need

No need to fear

To fear the impossible future


Follow my lead and repeat after me

This is my anthem of no worries


The longer I live my years out

The less things I have that I like

Oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, I don't care


Tomorrow seems to be a bit dimmer

But time will not stop even when I plead

So what? So what? So what? So what? So what? So what?

So what? So what? So what? So what? So what? So what?


And that boy with nasty names

Taped to the back of his shirt collar

He has nowhere to hide himself

Even his conscience cannot shut up


And that girl that never talks

Her mouth refuses to unhinge

As a result no one loves her

Except a man with drunken abuse


Cranking up the shredder again

I do not want to hear your thoughts

“Ah, no good will

Good will prevail

Prevail over your stupid shortcomings”


Crouching down into a cannon ball

My head going under the waves


Watching my family screaming loudly

Wow, what a colorful vocabulary

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, don't give up


Red F’s scribbled on my school papers

Another semester is almost ending

So what? So what? So what? So what? So what? So what?

So what? So what? So what? So what? So what? So what?


Dizzy in this apathetic haze

My heart stopped beating sometime ago

Don't want to hear

To hear again

Again with that anxiety


Shove and pile these feelings

I rather forget myself


Will that be all right?


Accidentally deleting my emotions

Pushing forward with a blank face

Oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, can't be good


Wishing to be with my loved ones

But I don't have any to begin with

Too bad, too bad, too bad, too bad, I don't know


Living ignorant of all my problems

Did it get a little too boring?

So what? So what? So what? So what? So what? So what?

So what? So what? So what? So what? So what? So what?


Maybe it would be nice if I had somebody to lean on


Maybe it would be nice if I cared about something


Maybe it would be nice if I had somebody to lean on


Maybe it would be nice if


© 2016 Czarina


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Added on June 14, 2016
Last Updated on June 14, 2016
Tags: poetry, poem, anxiety, ignorance, bliss, worries, problems, heartbreak

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