I'm Lost in These Feelings

 

I’m lost in these feelings

That won’t let me go

They drag me down more and more

Pulling me piece by piece

I deny my feelings

I try to push them away

But they take over me

Binding me in many chains

Pulling me under the ocean from you

That’s when I need you to come save me

People ask me how I’ve been

And I always lie and say I’ve been great

But really I’ve been nowhere

I stay alone in my room

Keeping myself alone for a reason

I hate this feeling

Of emptiness that never seems to go away

Nobody cares about my feelings

Whether they see cuts on my arms or not

If only I could break off these chains

And run away from everything

These feelings have bound me forever

No matter what I do

They’ll never leave me alone

I’ll stay away from everyone forever

And shake away my ever thoughts of you

I can’t ever deny my feelings anymore

Since when I deny them they pull me further down

I don’t matter anymore

Neither do my feelings

So why be here forever?

I need to get away from it all

And from you before I fall apart

Nobody tries talking to me anymore

I ignore the very thought of speaking

This all I have to express feelings

I hate talking to family

Or even friends for that matter

Don’t even tempt me

For my feelings will get worse

Leave me alone

To die alone

I’ll die knowing you didn’t care