The Proffesional And The Mistres

         When i wonder, i wonder if what im doing is really wrong i say to myself what now? But than when i ask God if what im doing is wrong the thought comes to me slowly showing me as i stair at him just lying in bed ,so ...still, like never before. God shows me of all i could be accomplishing in my life instead i choose to have sex with another womens husband. As bluntly as that sounds i gently undo his arms from my body making my way outside onto the balcony feeling the soft breeze,i direct my eyes towards the horizon.

          I remember the days when i'd just wake up for work and get into my car and go start off my day as i always did. Those days when i all i had to do was come home to a husband who love me and had hot dinner ready. Or those days when i had to stay at work late i call him to tell him i was going to be late ,he say 'Honey dont even worry about it just get home safe ok' I decided to give all that up for one a night stand with a man who cares about but doesnt really know who i am ,me .

    Most people would consider me depressed or living in regret but im not, im simply realizing everything that i have.  Unlike many women i dont justify what i did,because i know exactly what iv dont and doing.,but maybe the man is just a man who i happan to meet or was ordered to kill because for some people they just can't handle the fact that thier husband got some from somebody else. As for me i undertand how they feel thats why i am able to do what i do. For some i am a professional,than for some i am a mistress thier isnt much in my job description who can be The Professionl And The Mistress.