Undead Hope

To be honest, whats in my head
Has always made me feel undead
Im waiting for my heart to return
While I watch my life burn
Maybe I dont deserve love
Standing on a rooftop, waiting for a shove
Ive never felt what yew call hope
So I hurt myself to try and cope
I dont want to lose yew, I love yew too much
And im sorry if I seem like im in a rush
But this is my final cry
And when it ends I hope I die
So if yew feel like we're in the same boat...
Quit cutting yewrself and come slit my throat