Letter

The protagonist wants love and he's okay even if the love comes at the price of compromised morality.

Do you remember the letter
That I gave you?
Do you know that I wrote the letter with the ink of
Each layer peeled off of
My shyness,fear,new love.
The letter contained more of the unspoken words than the spoken words.
Just the way my heart contains an Ocean of felicity that I could never facilitate with my words,
So I pledged myself,my heart,my body,my essence at your disposal.
Do you remember?
Or do you crave?
Or do you ever smile thinking about the racing hearts beat at each others glances,
Penetrating the silence of early winter midnights?
Now I've the love that words
Would never make sense,
The outlandish,bizzare,obscene love that would
Break apart our world,outcast us in front of the world.
But I hope you stumble
You go astray
Take a path that leads you to me,
Without saying a word
I hope we get those blink less nights,
Make a mistake
Transgress
Muster the courage
To be a disgrace
Surrender,
Release,
Cross my path
Show me that you kept the letter.
I want to believe
You still remember the letter.