Evanescence

I'm not going to remember this moment

This taunting shock of electricity racing through head to toe

Because i saw you

How can the touch of your warmth send shivers throughout this deathly cold body?

It should be in reverse

Will you remember what it was like to be caged up next to me?

Our own little world locked away from social aromas

Eyes closed to absorb more of our senses

Instead of enjoying this prescence with you, the anxiety inside of my head is swimming with questions

Questions i'm too afraid to ask

But i want to share with you what i'm thinking

I want to share this pain 

I'm on a path of self-destruction and you're just adding to it

I'm not ready to go through this obsession and lust with yet another substance

You