Insanity

Ever feel caged..

I'm caged up between these walls
But it's no one else's fault but my own
Mama told me just stay here and rest but even home doesn't feel like home
This self mutilation follows the self gratification
So really I'm left with nothing
Nothing but a memory and even the memories are becoming dead to me
So why do I keep destroying
Destroying what's so precious
Precious becoming lifeless
And so am I
Lifeless and filled wih regret
I've been given chance after chance
I'm killing myself slowly
Slowly but surely
Surely
Surely there has to be more
Or is this insanity a re-run
Run run yeah
I'll keep running from reality
And what it's done to me

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[maricoona91]

Hey, This feels really personal..sounds like you have gone through some hard times..
Things get better with age, so take deep breaths, keep writing, and remember that you aren't alone in suffering!
Thanks for sharing!