I've found you.

A reflection on my first actual crush that I didn't hide from.

Magic dwells from within me

It has been too long at sea

The rain would disappear for seconds

Joy only lasts for seconds at a time

And then came the dreary soreness to my heart

That tore me inside out

Death seemed to lure me like

Tired adult men to strong coffee

But alas, that day is gone

I've found you. 

People would say

It is selfish and horrid if you try to find your other half

That the other half has to be the individual themselves

But that is just an optional guidance by people who've been betrayed by hearts

Every advice you get has to be taken into perspective

So, what's so wrong with wanting company?

Absolutely nothing

I've found you. 

My dear heart won't stop dancing every time I see your presence

I'm never cold when you're around, but 

Oh, lord!

How my hands refuse to stop shivering

There is a light in your eyes,

I'm sure you never were quite aware of

You are imperfectly perfect

I have not found land, I have not found treasure

I've found you.

You are that unforgettable warm colored autumn leaves

During a sunset

To others you may be

The full moon during a meter shower 

What others see is a human being

But what I see

Is a GOD damn human being 

Magic dwells out of me

I've found you.

I've found you,

Happiness.

Author's Note

This is a kind of analogy of my crush and the happiness I found in myself that time. So, I hope that clears why I put the last line.