Decapitate me

I look at the trees
They have grown so tall
So tall that it's like
they're swallowing me
Piece by piece
Till there's nothing left of me
I can't breathe
They swallowed me completely

Then suddenly I'm regurgitated out again
Like I'm reborned
Only that I feel worse now
I feel more dead than ever

I can't comprehend
It's beyond my control
My mind is not mine to own
I am speechless, scared and alone
At the edge of the throne
Waiting to be decapitated
I stand silently with wind in my hair
Tears in my eyes
And blood on my hands