goodbye goodbye

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

good bye Current mood: scared  sitting  here in the passanger seat.. thinking about the things you said and how happy i was that day now i'm wondering if you meant it, will i ever  be that happy again or willl my heart shatter? All these questions i need some answers, tell me the truth did you mean it? did you mean to say all those words and takethem all back?did you  expect me to belive you?did you mean to hurt me... to kill my heart.. to let it die without warning? it's not fair when i can't be in your life.. its not fair when you say it was all lies forever gone forever lost after all this time you're finally saying goodbyee... good byee to this day i rember how much hurt and pain it  caused  the drivers on the phone carelessly talking but i drain the sound and watch the world go by.. we cross an intersection headlights shine in my window, the sound of a horn wakes me, i turn and gasp, my whole future gone..  i hear the shattering of glass or could it be my heart?.. my   eyes open,i feel this cold wetness running down my head and into a red puddle... i turn to my friend.. its to late she's gone... it's not fair when i can't be in your life.. its not fair when you say it was all a lie  forever gone forever lost after all this time you're finally saing goodbyee,goodbyee to this day i rember how much pain and hurt it caused everythings faiding,i no longer hear my heart beating  i'm tired of waiting,i'm letting go i'm taking my last breathe.. and whisper to the world.. GoodByee...GoodByee...