Fourteen Felt So Dirty

I had a very abusive boyfriend when I was about fourteen. I lost my virginity to him, but it always seemed he wanted more. Sex wasnt enough and we broke up because he wanted to control me.

I love the way you f**k me blindly,

Cover my mouth

Lie so kindly.

I crave the way you call me names,

Push your acid

Through my veins.

Falsly given hope

Whispered in my ears.

Dick so sharp I choke

Your cum like children's tears.

I write your name

Across my flesh,

Bleed for you-

My final test.

You never felt like

All the rest.

When your hands

moved up my breasts.

You inside me

Was never enough

Your trigger hand

Rude and rough.

Gag me hate me

Force me break me.

It doesn't matter

If you hurt the fake me.

Reviews

[deeps]

Such emotion you have penned here
This is very well expressed and written

[A]

This was sad. But the best poems are written with true emotion. Great writing and poem! :)

[Mintwhiskers]

wow and this was true
omg very well writtin