Rehab (I Care Never To Learn)

You are all that i see,

it is as if i need rehab

from your insistant intensities

my favorite of addictions

the fantastics lawlessly that grab at me

your kisses like deep afflictions

 

i am unable to quit you

your strength wraps around me

arms which fit you, warmly

completes me yet impounds me

to unwanton needs as storms relieve

the sweat of craving your body's solidity

 

you are every thought, daily

as to how to obtain your succor

like a voice whispering vice faintly

entices me to seek your laquer

to paint me in the heat of the moon

bayful cries of wolves in our bloom

 

i itch for your attentiveness

upon my morbid junky's desperate crave

when you're not here, a darkness,

a pain--uninvited--aches in tidal waves

of requiem dreams, losing myself,

screaming for your soothing, hushing answers

 

chainsmoking to stop the quivering,

because addicts to love, always need

actions of one's lost endeavors,

as jealousies re-unites with insecurity

and ugly scenes portray in my head

with you injecting others with charisma again

 

i am sinking, begin to pawn my unvalued death,

distressed no one (of me) will they miss

yet the only one i pine for in breath

is incomplete, his eyes wandering for more hits

within the fragments of crystalline thrusts

living a life without anyone to trust

 

all i want is always you,

feel as if i should check in

stay for the duration to being saved

finish a program with my fervid truth

yet remember my promise--reckoning,

"to the ends of the world

     i would follow you..."

 

statistics tell us i will return

from off the wagon continue to burn

my intelliegence is cancelled out

i care never to learn...

being in love so loud. oh so so loud...

Reviews

[Star Cross]

This is really well-written. It certainly grabbed my attention from the first sentence to the last. I love your description here and mostly your style of writing.

[darkgurl]

"i am unable to quit you your strength wraps around me arms which fit you, warmly completes me yet impounds me" Just love these lines right here, this is a most amazing write here.