Loving

This poem is about loving someone against common sense Or free will

Untitled --- because I can’t think of anything that means enough.

Was I wrong to tell her that I loved her , was it a mistake ?,
Will she think of me differently ? , will she think being with me is a risk she Daren’t take ?.
But she had to know what was in my mind and heart ,
These feelings course through my brain and to explain them I don’t know where to start .
I fell for her so hard that I didn’t know up from down or right from wrong ,
Didn’t know that this awful pain between heartbeats was really loves eternal song .
How could I have known this would change my life ,
It split my interlect asunder , made my world dark with pain and strife .
The thought of being without her shakes me to my core ,
I want to be with her every hour of every day and in between so much more .
Her face beckons me in my delirium dreams ,
Her warm body on top of mine , making love but in doing so splitting the dream and reality down its seams .
That wakening bringing forth overwhelming sadness ,
Where her warmth in the dream brought only gladness .
So what does my life hold in this trap of my own emotion ?
Will my sanity fail me in my infinite devotion ? .