Happiness

i DID write this.

Why

is it that

every time you come

i've no time to prepare?

will you ever learn to

rsvp

before you show up

unannounced?

alas;

since you're here,

make yourself welcome.

i'm quite fond of you,

anyway.

you put me at

such ease

i can breathe

comfortably

when you're around.

and no one can take you from me!

we'll love each other, just you and i,

happiness -

but...

where?

where are you going?

leaving, so soon?

but you only just arrived...

and i'm too weak

to stop you from going.

you leave me with frustration

angry flashes

i can't forgive anyone unless you're with me.

i'm too weak

to call you back.

i'm left instead,

alone and trembling

afraid.

and now,

i write

like an angry drunk

no control

i need you

and you're gone.

happiness,

i hate you.

i love you.

why do you do this to me?

Reviews

[CLR9]

I like the part where you talk about drinking. I like drinking. I like it a lot.