Afraid

There are days when my hands sleep missing you
There are days when my eyes search you everywhere
There are days when my mouth takes your name
for reason or no reason,
There are days I just die missing you just you...

I do not know what I am afraid of

Should your love wane away for me?

One day when you grow up
One day when you'll run away from me...

I am afraid if the world ridicules
My bond of love with you
This facade which I've kept up so long
I am so afraid one day it will fall apart...

Why am I so afraid?
Why do I doubt so much?
What is there to lose?
Haven't I lost everything at once?

Why am I afraid to love you?
Why can't I drive away your demons?
Why am I afraid so much?
I have lost everything...
I am afraid of heartbreak...
What am I afraid of?