Dead and Alive

Could I please have a moment
I am grieving for a heart that's stopped beating for life
Another that has stopped beating for mine
And the pain is tearing up my insides

In my mind,  I question if I'm woman enough?
Because the baby died and my love cut me out of his life
And I'm tired
I tried to rebuild the walls that shattered when I fell for his bluff
But out of everything that's broken, my heart's still swollen in love.