Breathe Again

Its a mixed poem with different people.

 

Breathe Again

I want to be able to breathe again
To forget about what’s all around me and in my heart
I want to see what its like to be away from all the hurt
To be free and far gone from all of it..
I want to forget all the things you told me
To destroy all of the times I have forgiven you..
I just keep letting you back into my spirit
You live inside of me and you are never going to die
Its my own fault but you keep making the wound bigger
I’m dying and its like you want me to keep bleeding
I hate the way I sit and wait for you to call me when you never do
And when you actually do I’m almost over you but then you make it all better..
I can’t lie, you make me the happiest girl in the world..
But before I know it you’ll be gone
I want to be able to breathe again
To maybe forget about you this one time, but its impossible..
I want to forget the part that your leaving me
To be able to have you near me so I can run to you whenever I need to
You’re the only person I can actually trust
And you’re the only person I never want to lose
But your not going to be around much longer
I’m happy that you got dreams and your life is there
But what about me? Where do I stand?
|I know where I belong and its in your heart..
And you will always belong in mine
When you tell me "love ya" every time I leave you I know I am loved..
You’re the only person that does that..
Its what I wished for and God gave me that one wish that I ever wanted
He brought you to me and He will never take you away from me..
I want to be able to hold you in my arms forever
To breathe again in your heart..
I want to be able to help you in anyway I can
To save you from all the pain you feel inside
How can I when you won’t do what you need the most..
I need you to be okay, I need you to survive
Your world is crashing and I am trying to catch it
I am glad you came running to me about your problem
I guess you knew that I would care and take you in..
You were 100% right, I did in every way..
I saw you hurting, you told me you were hurting and you continue to
Simply because you won’t help yourself from the pain
Forget the bills, forget the money, and forget the people
I got you and I won’t let go..
I want to be able to save you
To keep you in my life in every way possible
Because to keep me breathing again..
I want you to be the way you once were
To maybe believe that you would have actually changed
But I was dead wrong
You’re the same selfish and uncaring person
You never used to be this way, ever..
When I wrote you I was praying you have become someone different
But you haven’t because you have become depressed
I don’t know what happened and I will never understand if you don’t tell me..
Your so rude to me, I have done nothing but care..
I don’t know if it is to scare me away and get out of your life for my sake
But I haven’t gone anywhere, I am still around in your life..
You haven’t succeeded that plan of yours and I won’t let you win
I want to keep you here
To be able to breathe again for you..
I want to continue to go to the place I love
To be able to be happy every time I walk through the doors
I see our time ending fast and its getting harder every minute that pasts
I look around sometimes and focus on each person in the room
I look into the future and I see myself where I want to be but where are they going to end up?
Happy? Scared? Lonely? Loved? Cared? Excited? Succeeding? Failing? Falling?
Watching them tears kind of form and then I come back to reality but its still engraved in my head
I want to keep them in my soul and heart
To be able to breath with them..
I want to live my life as I dream it
To be free of fears and cries
Its not possible to keep myself happy because I care too much about others
Every time someone brings their problems into me it effects me more than people think..
Its simple. I care. A lot
I always hear the thunder and rain
I never see the sun and clouds..
I want to forget
To be able to breathe again…

Reviews

[Deborah Leah Krempa]

A very beautiful poem. Nice job. Thank you for sharing, and welcome to the Cafe. Debileah