Wondering..Why..

Wondering..Why..

I’m sitting here, alone

Staring at whatever is in front of me

I’m listening to the saddest music

Trying not to jump the gun

After seeing all that stuff

On your ex girlfriend’s page

Now your not answering your phone

Because you have it off

You’ve been acting weird all week

Barely talking to me at all

Not making any plans to see me

Then all this s**t happens

I’m just sitting here

Thinking I can’t believe this

If I find out that your cheating

Its going to crush my heart into pieces

After all we’ve done and said

Your going to do this to me

I’ve been so great to you

Giving you sex whenever you want

Being there for you to talk to

Staying up late to talk

Sneaking out of my house just to see you

Putting everything on the line for you

I don’t know the truth yet

But soon it’ll come out

And I pray to God

You’ve been faithful

Because I’m killing myself

For this relationship

I just don’t get why

You would do any of this with me

Reviews

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

I am sorry, Dont do the mistake again with him !

[DarkLovingRaven]

I feel like the person you wrote this about... I have done this wrong today... This is very good and good joy... I know how my boyfriend is going to know when he found out i cheated on him... Nicly done...

[alyssa]

Very emotional peom and It shows true your true feelings. I think this is a very relatable poem and is def. a job well done.
thank you for sharing such a deep poem,
alyssa x3

[Sean M. Addams]

very deep and emotional but everyone heads down that path sometimes..overall nice job.. you have a good way of expressing your emotions..

[larryb]

Nicely written, i like that you just clump everything together like i do lol...kudos

[R J Askew]

Ach, a lot of pain in this one. But men are commonly unreliable, responsibility and relationship shy. And once we have surrendered and settled down, we get fat and lazy. It sounds like you might have been too nice to your man.

[deeps]

This is full of emotion and so well expressed. I enjoyed this it is written so well.

[Bud]

It's all about trust. The hard part is that we wan to trust. And when their words say one thing, and their actions speak another... it's hard to figure out which one to take to heart? Sometimes we have to put our hands in the fire to find out how many embers are in there. Sad thing is either way we get burned. Btu the good thing is that if all is well, and trust is there. then the storm can be weathered out.
Excellent.

[HorrorMaster]

So beautiful