Find My Heart

Find My Heart

I live day by day

With this secret

I hold inside me

Its killing every inch of me

Because I just want to say

I want you to know

But my heart hides away

It take so much out of me

When I just want to blurt it out

Every time I face you

With the long talks we have

I still cant say it

It’s not that I don’t want you

To know anything about him

Its not his race, or how he dresses

Or his personality or beliefs

Its my heart, it doesn’t want to hurt

When it does every time it beats

I’m not sure if this will work out

Every part of me is scared

But he doesn’t see

No one sees

I want to be loved

But is he the right one?

He doesn’t know my heart

He can’t feel what I feel

Words can’t describe this

There’s a place for him inside

But if my heart rejects

Everything he does

How will this ever work…

This is why I keep this secret

Because I’m not so sure

I wish I knew, so I wouldn’t be

In this much hurt

Or crying myself to sleep

He doesn’t know

While all I feel is locked inside

All I want is for him to hold me

So tight, so much, I can’t get away

My heart is lost

Do you think you can find it

Better then you have been..

Reviews

[Sweet_pale_cacophony]

Yes just as the other review says...strange is this feeling of love..
i have long believed that to be in love is to be completely honest...but it seems the more i am honest the more i tend to hurt...a more balanced approach should rather help.

[the_stoic]

apprehension are galore for a heart that has already been shattered and broken .. sometimes we feel its better to stay alone rather than plunge into the uncertainties of love and get hurt again .. strange are the feelings of love