I'll Tell Ya

I'll tell ya how it came to be. 

I'll tell ya how I came to see.

 

Cause here's a thing, 

I try to rap and sing. 

Maybe pull some strings. 

Crazy but it ain't a thing. 

 

I'm a little lucid,

Speculate,

A mind transfusion. 

 

I am translucent,

Emasculate,

A soul contusion.  

 

I'm here to empower, 

A mind already gone sour.

It ain't my final hour, 

Divide & conquer to devour.  

 

I'll tell ya how it came to breath. 

I'll tell ya how I came to believe. 

 

Cause it ain't a thrill,

To control, my own will.

Lust for another kill. 

Just for another thrill. 

 

I'm a little forward,

Direct, 

I never shoulder.

 

I am plenty vulgar,

Reflect,

My soul getting colder.

 

I'm here to taste,

A life I've been longing to chase. 

I ain't gonna waste, 

The drive to take me outer space. 

 

I'll tell ya how it came to seethe. 

I'll tell ya how I came to perceive

 

Cause I need to find, 

What eased my mind. 

Mixed emotions unwind, 

Fixed hatred, I'll find. 

 

I'm a little morose,

Wonder,

Should I overdose? 

 

I am bellicose, 

Ponder, 

I'll never be diagnosed. 

I'm here to fracture,

A system that decides my stature.

Then I will enrapture,

What they thought I couldn't capture.

 

I'll tell ya how it came to be. 

I'll tell ya how I came to see.

I'll tell ya how it came to breath. 

I'll tell ya how I came to believe. 

I'll tell ya how it came to seethe. 

I'll tell ya how I came to perceive.