what i thought

well its just inner feelings coming out

here i was thinking that after a heartbreak i could have another

so i let you past the walls

not testing you on anything.

i told off the ones i loved

thinking it would work.

we had a blast

we took our time

but within a week...

my world came crashing down..

and now here i am.

holding myself

crying to sleep.

thinking i cant trust another as i have trusted you.

and the only real reason is...

is because im not her...

Author's Note

ignore grammar