The Night Gives me Chills~

Just a poem that I thought I'd write up spir of the moment type deal again feeling alone, but want it to be shown.

The Night Gives me Chills~

Throughout the day I go astray

Living beside my cold ashtray

Every time I seem to shine

Someone takes away my spine

 

I live alone in a  dark space

People juding me for my white race

When will I become a face

Not being known as a disgrace

 

The world is lonely for tears unknown

For years upon years this is what we've been shown

To never live up to anyones expectations

Only to accept unintentional invitations

 

My life is barriers to the core

This is why my heart is sore

You've taken away all that I am

My delusions are my own confusions

 

Smiles come like seasons change

Why do I sing out or range

My comfort in rhyme

ALLOWS FOR A GOOD TIME

Worries taken away by Gods Sign

 

The years go by, I let out a sigh

Does anyone know when they will die

We are born to die thats what "they"  say

But why am I allowed to ask why without wearing a tie?

 

I am 25 and still alive, I thrive to know

What it is I will sew, deep within

I know we all sin

When is it that my life will truly begin.

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When I was young I was scared of the dark

When is it is that I will blow out that spark

The spark to live the spark to survive,

To know Im not dying I am alive.

 

So at night when I bear the sacred secret Im scared

I pray to God that Im not the only one that seems odd

Odd enough to know the reality is key

Everyone humms within their own melody

The melody to survive and strive without living in strife

would be like saying in life we never need a knife.

 

~S. Troy

Written in dedication to all the viewers on WRITERSCAFE.ORG

LOVE TO U ALL.

 

 

Author's Note

Please disregard any spelling or grammar errors wrote this in about 5 minutes.