I can't

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A Story by Rassoul
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I can’t.

Hi, it’s me again..
I’m just checking up on you, are you okay? Your days are getting better? Are you having your meals? Sleeping well? 
I hope you’re doing okay, because I’m not.
My days kinda feel numb lately, they’re so empty, and the routine is killing me. I spend every night thinking about us, about what we had, about what we planned, about how we used to be so good together, we were amazing.
We kinda missed our track, we ruined our journey. Why? I have no idea..
I don’t have an answer to that question, All I know it that I messed up, but so you did.
I overthink every night, to realize the real reason behind our separate. I just can’t find a clear one. The only thing that I’m sure of right now is that I’m so in love with you. 
I’m not so good with words, not so good on defending myself when you face me with my problems, not so good in a lot of things, but I’m good of taking care of the things I love, and I love you the most, out of all the things in this world, I love you most. Let that sink in.

I can’t keep up with my days like that, 
I can’t stay sad like that,
I can’t force my heart to stop beating so fast whenever I think about you,
I can’t force myself to stop thinking about you,
I can’t tell you how miserable I am right now,
I just can’t, I can’t live a life without you.
I can’t.

© 2023 Rassoul


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