drained lovers view

this is about my boyfriend being happier with online celebrities than he is with me. Its about never feeling good enough

I miss your laughter 

I miss that stupid goofy grin

I miss the color of your cheeks that were rosy red

My dark deprives me of those joys

I've lost my ability to make you happy for more than a couple of seconds

I hate my dark

I hate the people

How they can enjoy your laughter for hours 

You smile at them with that stupid goofy grin

Your cheeks become that most wonderful shade of red

The worst part of it all 

They will never love it

Nor see it 

Nor understand 

They will never care as much as I do

I look at you through glass that I can never break free from

Author's Note

How do I make this flow better?