Getting Over You

I wrote this for a school contest and its the only one i have ever written. It is about my true feeling toward a real person and real experiences and i just wanted to share it with the world.

I don't know you enough
The pain i feel is too intense for so little
But the time we spent was enough for me

Enough for me to become attached
Enough for me to miss you
Enough for you to get trapped in my mind
Never wanting to leave
No matter how bad I want you to go

Only just enough to fall for those beautiful blue eyes
Deep like the ocean
That gorgeous brown hair
Dark and warm
That smile you have that can light up a room
The way your touch felt on my skin
Your kiss on my lips
The way you could make my heart skip a beat
My stomach overflow with butterflies and my cheeks redden

Something about you i just can't shake
No matter how wrong you did me
I still yearn for you and that smile
I still miss you more than i ever thought I could
I still need you by my side

But that can never happen
I can never see you again
It's for the best i know that
But that doesn't make it stop hurting

The pain you left me with is enough to kill me
Of course i will never let it
I wish you knew how I felt
But I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy

I can never let you know how i feel
You have moved on
You would never understand anyway
You never felt what I felt
You were having fun and so was I
But the fun ended and i was left broken
While you were left unscathed

Now you have her and your happy
She is making you happier than i ever did
Probably more than i ever can
I'm happy for you i really am
I just wish i could find the same happiness you have

Eventually i will
I will forget about you
I will move on
I will be over you
I wont cry anymore
I wont think about you

But most of all
I will NEVER forget the lessons you taught me

Author's Note

I do want feedback but please go easy like i said this is the first poem I've ever written.