Transient Journeys

Transient Journeys

A Poem by Reciprocity Worth
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Transient Journeys

Nick Salter

 

 

Criminal lash scars of a beautiful heart.

A mouth spoken in silent murmurs.

What did you say?

What did you say?

Worth in question of years.

Decay my flesh like a parasite in my heart.

Fester and bleed until I am beautiful.

Scars.

Ugly?

Answers show intelligence where experience proves wisdom.

Pain teaches what others can't.

Scarred beauty.

Intentions of the mind in doubt.

What did you say.

What did you say.

Spilled in fear.

Fear of silence.

To understand and standing

Not too understood.

Too far to go back:

Sin of a future;

Inevitability.

What did you say!

What did you say...

Bad.

Deceit of dishonorable heart.

Phobia of ages.

A person underneath skin proves beauty,

But a fear of fear of feeling.

To prevent a dishonorable death

Never pull too push.

Desire of never had

But fear of never having.

Dear.

Heart in mind.

Mind in mouth.

Heart in hand?

Doubt.

Worth?

            Don't you question!!!

            If you ever question your worth

            Your ink is never wasted.

            You make a difference

            As change is the only consistency.

 

But when you don't drive,

Who has your wheel?

Freedom for oppression!

Truth speaks mind in hand.

Know that!

We are not so far away.

You are not alone.

Everyday.

Believe me!

Here we are.

Hands held high,

Intertwined.

The fear to live overshadowed by our benefit.

Another day to laugh again.

Open your heart.

Mind of open book to color the spectrum of a sun so far gone.

Foundation.

You will never fall.

I won't let you slip away!

            But messengers new subject so close

            to break a former hold?

            Do you remember memory?

            Forgotten in Forgotten's stance.

            Does your mind open for heart or hand?

            Closed off too opened expectations.

            Out to breathe purity, so

 

Go to prom!

With a foundationless foundation,

Built your own house of bricks.

Outside looking in.

Cemented yourself in to shield.

Breathe your dissipated oxygen

Or reach out in need.

Be free while you can,

Freedom is never free,

But love is.

Open your book to chapter one.

Let's read, but

 

A blade.

Dig it deep or not at all.

Pain is worse than death.

You stole it from me like

Reaching in and ripping out.

Feeler's feeling unmentionable unmentionables.

Defeat is my victory.

Hold your head high.

No one else will.

Blame your reach, not your wall.

Touch walls.

Break the wall with only doors.

Locked in desperation,

But to teach life is to teach living.

So open your door,

Because I can't.

Dirty welcome mat proves distasting defeat.

But you will keep looking

For what you will never find.

 

What I felt was true,

                                What you handed me were lies.

If you ever feel pain in your life,

I hope you feel it because you hurt me.

If you ever feel shame in your life,

I hope it's because you never said no.

You wouldn't fight for what you believe in?

            What cowardice.

You couldn't stand up for what's right?

            How pitiful!

God will smite your sinner soul you worthless piece of s**t.

He will never forgive you, as I will never forgive you!

 

I am the criminal at hand.

You are the criminal at heart.

Lied.

No one believes the mental patient.

You fucked with purity

            And now you are dirtied with blood

            That you can't wash away.

Gouge my eyes like a modern Oedipus.

Blinded by human weakness.

Defeated by defeat.

Hold your head up high,

Because no one else will.

You locked me in so forcefully,

But I don't need you.

Jump out the window into the sun.

Nothing left in nothing.

These prove myself,

But this proves my worth.

Never let them say never,

Because never is a never-ending eternity,

           

            But you make the never less forever

            And together we'll sever our defeats

            Into those honorable victories.

            Everyday's warmth like a new life.

            Basically,

            It's everything too push no pull,

            But this bond is unbreakable.

            Dual-sided in disguiseless affirmation,

            On a search to find what I wish were there?

            This bond ends that journey to begin another.

All journeys will end when the utmost is attained in blind valueless, disproving the proven fear of fears to end the end and begin the beginning toward living an utmost attaining an attainment of worth, blind eye-less worth but naught is blind but blinding themselves.

© 2010 Reciprocity Worth


Author's Note

Reciprocity Worth
I loves me to write in ways that I leaves out some words so the reader can put words in for themselves and take what THEY take from my poem, NOT what I take. So they can put in their own experiences, NOT mine. Oh and ignore the "too"s that's completely on purpose.

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This is... truly amazing.
I'm not entirely sure what to put or how to express myself, words aren't really enough.
There is so much emotion in these words: you can clearly feel what's going on. It's not the usual angsty bullshit: it's astounding.
I love it to pieces.

Amazing job. Simply amazing job. I'm speechless (textless?).

Posted 13 Years Ago


You were really affected by this! It seems "The Prom" was the true turning point in your life. Soo much emotion in this!!

Posted 13 Years Ago



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