Nobody told me.

midnight musings of a teenage romantic

I knew this relationship was going to be hard work. (what relationship isn't right?) 

I knew I would miss you everyday. I knew I wouldn't get to text you sometimes.  I knew that long distance was hard because I wouldn't see you everyday.

Nobody told me I would cry myself to sleep every night, that missing you was going to be like I have had my heart ripped out, that I was going to hate calling you on the phone because hearing your voice makes me miss you so much my stomach hurts, that I am reminded of you wherever I go, that I would hear your voice in every busy hallway, that i would get bouts of anxiety and depression when you don't text me back, that our favorite things would bring me to tears because you aren't here to experience them with me.

Nobody told me it would hurt this bad.

Nobody told me.

But I wouldn't give it up for the world darling.  I love you more than anything I have ever experienced.

Love is pain. Love is bliss.

Love is worth all of this.

The pain, The heartache.