Mind or Body?

Mind or Body? 

Which should I listen to?

My body longs for a kiss and a touch.

Ones that would last centuries in my mind

Small gestures to make me feel good about myself and feel loved

My mind begs to differ. 

It tells me there should be meaning behind the kiss and touch. 

Something more than lust. 

I shouldn't use a touch or a kiss to tell myself that I'm good enough

What am I to do? 

I want to act my age 

But how can I wen my 8 year old mind was already 18? 

When they expected me to be 23 by the time I was 15? 

Mind or Body?

Which should I chose?