Stop Breathing

I hate being alive

For what I want, I always strive

But I always seem to fail in the end 

And my broken heart won't seem to mend. 

I can't take this anymore

You've shaken me to my core

And I can't do anything without you

You left me and I don't know what to do. 

I'm in tears all of the time

I have to hide it, like it's a crime

I'm so afraid that you won't come back

That it's love for me that you lack. 

I want to stop breathing forever

And feel all of this pain again never

I wish I were someone, anyone else

I don't want to be myself. 

About myself you made me feel better

I'm begging you, put my heart back together

I don't know what I should have said

But I'm sorry what it was that I did. 

I'm begging for your forgiveness

I need you, I won't settle for less

But you keep on walking away

Even while I'm screaming for you to stay. 

But you won't listen to my cries 

Maybe all your "I love you"s were lies

And I'm just hanging onto a false hope

Wrapped around my throat like a rope. 

I can't move on, I can't let you go

I'm still very in love with you, so

I'll ask you one more time,

Please, my love, will you be mine?